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I am a full-time mama with a passion for writing and talking to fascinating people. I live in a one horse town with a Cowboy and my son. Thank Lord for cyberspace! I lived a colourful life in Sydney for a number of years. Working in advertising and journalism for FPC and the Sydney Morning Herald. During my time in Sydney I competed in a Dragon Boat race, choreographed a dragshow, used the Share Accomodation advertisements as a way to meet men and was told by Noiseworks frontrunner Jon Stevens that I was a bitch! Then came the decision to move back to country for 3 months to help out my Father with newspaper business while he was having treatment. Convinced I was a city girl I was caught by surprise when I fell in love with a farmer (and no, he didn't want a wife... still doesn't it seems!) convinced him that we needed to see the world, popped off to Vietnam to teach english in Saigon - before realising that the "food" in Nam didn't agree with me... turned out to be Monte - my son who is now with the Cowboy and I back in country NSW! I am in a wonderful stage of my life where I am focusing on the things that really make me tick. Including writing these chronicles.
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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Catch my drift?

This weekend have spent some time paddling my way to glory.

Kayaking is oh so zen. I am loving it.

Today Cowboy was fixing something so I took off on my own down the river - I did some power bursts while I tried to paddle as fast as I could.

It felt amazing especially as I was rolling with the current.


I felt like I was absolutely powering across the river at rapid pace getting rippling muscles with every strain, -- soon I conked out and I had a little lie down on the kayak.


Hello!

How great was this?

Sure, I took up kayaking for exercise - but I discovered that kayaking can double as the ultimate meditation and zoning out experience.

While lying back, I was the only person in the river as far as the eye could see - the sun was absolutely pumping down on me (ripping 40 degree here, my bad but anyway) and I closed my eyes.

I could hear birds, insects, a repetitive bubbly noise of water - distant hum of trucks and... not much else...

The sun was warming me just enough to make me feel refreshed and warm and I drifted.

In every sense of the word.

While I was drifting I actually thought of Kathy from Lessons from the Monk I married's piece that she wrote yesterday about creating space for yourself.

Though I was meant to be paddling with Cowboy (which I love) today it was actually a blessing to be out floating on my own.

And a blessing for the pump that he fixed, but that is another story.

I was present, I was aware - I was relaxed - and as I drifted I was aware that this was my time.

Reality quickly reared its ugly head as I opened my eyes to find myself trapped among the reeds facing in a different direction than I thought I was in.

I was completely disorientated, a little dizzy, but somehow revived.

I have come to the conclusion that drifting in the yak is the new black.